Twice as Nice

Absolutley amazing! What a whirlwind of emotions! Yesterday was so exciting as we FINALLY put a hold on not just one little girl but two! My husband and my sons have been saying to me that they really think we should adopt sisters. I was trying to be the sensible one and say "it's too much, how will we afford it" ect.... but I'm convinced God is trying to teach me to trust him, and so sure enough, not ONE child we were interested in hosting worked out for one reason of another....but TWO beautiful little blond sisters, were perfect. We put them on hold yesterday and they will be coming here mid December! I felt peaceful, confident and sure that we did the right thing. I still do, but today I am not only excited but scared out of my mind! There is so much to think about, so much to do, so much to learn about these two beautiful human beings who got such a raw deal at life to start and deserve so much more. So much to learn about the adoption process, and most importantly, "being" an adoptive parent. I want so badly to do everything right, and already Im learning things I had no idea about, and am so scared of making a mistake, and causing any more pain for these two girls who have already been through so much! Once again I am forced to rely on my faith in God, that he will bless these little ones and help our family to love and nurture them, and help them to work through the pain and neglect they have experienced in their little lives.